Skip to content


Vertigo

Did you ever lie on your back under the blue sky, and stare upward?
Looking into its indigo depths so long you began to forget everything, only experiencing the heat of the sun and the endless sky?
Did you ever do that for so long, that you lost all sense of up and down?
Felt vertigo at the thought of falling off the earth into the blue void, and found yourself pressing as hard as you could against the dirt?

Posted in Meditative.


You should care about SOPA/PIPA

EDIT: Kind of a summary, I suppose. http://chrisacky.posterous.com/sopa-highights-the-roundup

Well, today is an interesting day. It seems that many of the largest sites online are doing *something* to get people to pay attention to the SOPA and PIPA bills being worked on in Congress. These bills are being sponsored by members of congress with strong…financial backing from various media conglomerates. While I’m not at all proficient in legal-speak (it makes my head hurt) it seems that these bills are meant primarily to give more power to these corporations in their effort to take down ‘intellectual property’ theft, or ‘piracy.’ (See what I did there with the quotes? That represents my opinion that intellectual property isn’t real, and my astonishment that they haven’t thought to monetize ‘pirating’ rather than spend all that money fighting it…) If you like IP and dislike piracy, this bill probably sounds great. Except that these large corporations are already abusing the powers they’ve been granted by congress, taking down websites and online content of competitors and people that are not infringing on their IP. So, as far as I can tell, they seem to have plenty of power to take down sites on the Internet already. Also, they seem inclined to abuse the power they already have…why give them more?

So, what does it boil down to? The SOPA and PIPA bills are being pushed out of committee (commitees that have been avoiding the tech community as much as possible, who are all trying to tell them why this is a bad idea) and soon will be put to a vote. It would probably be a good idea to learn some more about this, and if you agree that these bills are bad ideas, tell people. I’ll probably only reach half a dozen people, but you’re all very smart people, and I have faith that you’ll take a look and make a decision for yourself.

I don’t really care if people agree with me or not–I just hope people will look into it and decide where they stand, then act on it.

Cheers. :)

Posted in Uncategorized.


Moving right along

I’m glad I got that insomnia diatribe out of my system so I could think about it and start trying to fix it. I went to bed at ten thirty last night and managed eight or so hours of sleep. As this is vastly better than my usual four to five hours, I got up without feeling like I was going to die. I’m still kind of sleepy, but I suspect that since the effects of my insomnia took a few years to come to fruition it will take some time to come out of it all the way.

Still, today’s going better than most days. I’m holding my opinion until I get this a little more scientifically rigorous (i.e. if the days continue to stay better with more sleep.)  Continued…

Posted in Art, Ceramics.

Tagged with , , , .


…I think I just redefined insomnia as the ultimate chemical concoction…

While I was washing dishes today, I was thinking about my strange sleeping schedule, and I came to an epiphany about myself: I am a connoisseur of insomnia.

It’s the only way I can explain why I consistently choose to stay awake, even when I’m really tired. Even when I have something to do, early the next day. Even when I end up by myself for hours in the middle of the night and early morning. Even though it drives my poor wife crazy some days.

Last night, I dozed off on the couch at around nine o’clock, and when I woke up a short while later I knew that if I went to bed, I’d sleep great, wake up early, and feel energized and awake.

And then I stayed up until 3.30 in the morning.

I think sleeplessness is my drug of choice. I suppose sleeplessness can be as potent as any drug. I can’t claim to have done or read any studies on the subject, but I believe police officers can ticket you for driving when you’re sleepy, as though you were driving under the influence of alcohol. That implies that not sleeping long enough might have similar effects–a lifting of inhibitions, a deadening of the senses, etc etc. I find, personally, that the effects of the drug called “insomnia” vary, depending on how you approach it. Continued…

Posted in Meditative, Personal.

Tagged with , , .